Kessa Hopkins practically floated through the entrance of the Joffrey Ballet School; auditioning for the world-renowned academy was a dream come true for her. The road ahead wasnβt going to be easy. This was only half the battle; if she passed todayβs audition she would have to pass a second, more difficult audition if she hoped to be accepted to the school. Joffreyβs admissions are highly competitive and only 4% of students go on to graduate. At least for now she had her toe in the door.
Kessa felt her first exhausting 90-minute audition went well but it was impossible to read the faces of the judges. When she was done the head judge thanked her for coming and said the review board βwould be in touchβ. Two weeks later, when the email from Joffrey finally arrived, Kessa was too nervous to open it. When she finally worked up the courage to read the email, she held her small drawing pad up to the computer screen and very slowly revealed one word at a time:
βDear Ms. Hopkins,
We at the Joffrey Ballet School are pleased to inform you β¦β
βpleased to inform youβ¦β Kessa stared at those four words for an eternity before letting out a scream that caused her cat to race out the room, paws frantically skidding against the wood floor as he made his escape. Kessa crept up to the computer to read the email in its entirety, praying she hadnβt misread the opening line. Relieved that everything was copacetic, she pushed the print button on her computer. Snatching the paper from the printer, Kessa jumped onto her bed, read and re-read the letter at least 10 times, folded it neatly and placed it under her pillow. Then, before anyone could say βon pointeβ, she leapt up and pirouetted around her room until she was dizzy.
βThey liked me! They really liked me!β she breathlessly exclaimed to her reflection in the mirror. Then it hit her: she had to do this a second time, even better than the first. Euphoria dissipated into self-doubt; Kessa bounded up the stairs to her safe place β the loft where she spent hours painting and clearing her head. Kessa painted ballet dancers in the impressionist style using quick, loose brush strokes; she had an impressive collection of more than two dozen pieces of artwork in her loft.
Kessa was the real deal, a genuine hat trick with beauty, brains and talent. She was also her own worst enemy, quick to be overwhelmed with anxiety and self-doubt about her ability to succeed. As she painted she thought about the email from Joffrey. Okay, so she passed the first round; that was great. Now she had two weeks to prepare an eight-minute original routine as part of her next audition.
The next two weeks consisted of Kessa planning her dance routine and sketching the ballet positions she planned to incorporate into her program. This was her tried and true method β plan, sketch and practice. Once Kessa knew her routine was solid, she would create paintings using her sketches as reference.
Time always seemed to fly by when Kessa was on a deadline; now the day of the audition was here. She packed up her art portfolio with the plan to pass the time during the auditions by sketching the other dancers. When Kessa arrived at the school, she was surprised to see only six other people had received callbacks. She barely had time to warm up when she heard her name. Kessa didnβt mind auditioning first; sheβd be relieved once it was over and she could sketch the other dancers.
It didnβt take the judges very long to make their decision. Only two of the six dancers passed the audition; Kessa was not one of them. Upon hearing the news, Kessaβs heart sank; she closed her eyes for a few seconds letting the reality sink in, then turned and walked back to her corner of the room. While she was putting her sketches away, someone approached and said her name. Looking up, Kessa recognized one of the judges. βWhat could he want?β she wondered. Standing, she asked βYes? What can I do for you?β
βI was hoping youβd show me your etchingsβ was his response.
Despite her disappointment over failing the audition, Kessa had to laugh. βSorry, that sounds like an old pick-up line only in reverse.β
The man laughed, too, and replied βVery quick on the uptake, Miss Hopkins! I admire that. Talent and a sense of humor, too.β
βWhat happened today was unfortunate but if itβs any consolation, you were in the running. Itβs a tough field, Kessa. You knew that going in.β His response was honest and he had a refreshing way of speaking. βBut at the moment I truly am more interested in your drawings. May I?β
Kessa didnβt mind showing anyone her sketches; she was proud of her work and pleased this man took an interest. After a few moments he asked βDo you paint as well?β
βOh, yes. Oils mostlyβ Kessa replied, intrigued by his curiosity. βIn fact, I think I have one of my smaller paintings with meβ and she started rifling through her portfolio, pulling out an 8×10.
The man took the canvas from Kessa and walked to the light near a window, examining it closely and speaking softly to himself. He turned to Kessa. βTell me, do you paint ballet dancers exclusively?β
βYes. Ballet and painting are my passions. Excuse me but who are you?β
βOh, forgive me! My name is Julius DeWitt. My father is Dean of Admissions here at Joffrey.β
βOh, I seeβ Kessa said, not quite sure how to react to that information.
βKessa, I know your heart was set on attending Joffrey. Not passing an audition is a bitter pill to swallow. I was in your shoes once and what I thought was the end of the world was actually a blessing.β
Intrigued, Kessa asked Julius what he meant.
βIt would be much easier for me to show you. Please, Kessa. Come with me.β
Julius had a pleasant way about him and Kessa was curious. Gathering her belongings, she followed Julius down the hallway to a large, glass enclosed room. A plaque on the door read βThe Julius and Cecile DeWitt Art Galleryβ.
Kessa looked around questioningly; the room was empty. βI donβt understand, Mr. DeWitt. If this is an art gallery, where are all the paintings?β
βWeβre just getting started, Kessa, and are about to begin our search for an artist to fill these empty walls with beautiful paintings. After seeing your drawings, I believe you are that person. I would like to name you as Joffreyβs permanent resident artist.β
Kessa was stunned. This was not the direction she thought her failed audition would take her. βMr. DeWitt. I donβt know what to say.β
βThen donβt say anything, Kessa. Let me explain what weβre all about and then, after youβve had time to think, you can decide.β