I wrote this just now in response to a friend’s post. I have no problem with this person; he’s a good man and it was a fine post. I have a problem with the world we live in and what you see here is the outpouring of my heart. I may get a lot of flack for this. That’s okay. I can handle it. The question remains:

Thank you for using the word “murdered”; that’s exactly what this was. Premeditated murder. The murderer didn’t wake up that morning and say “Gee, I have nothing to do today. Think I’ll go kill a bunch of innocent babies. Won’t it be fun to see the utter terror in their tear-filled eyes and to listen to the screams of panicked parents outside the building who would claw their way inside if they could? Yeah, that’s what I’m gonna do today but first, I think I’ll shoot my grandma in the face.” People say “Well, he was troubled.” To that I respond “Damn straight he was troubled!” Where are the parents, the families, the friends, the neighbors, ANYONE who saw ‘he was troubled” yet neither did nor said anything? How can an 18 year old (or younger) have access to weapons and build an arsenal in his bedroom or basement while mommy and daddy remain blissfully unaware. How is this possible? Let’s say the parents aren’t unaware but are too afraid of their own son to do anything about it. Again, how is this possible? How can anyone live with themselves knowing one word from them to someone in authority could have saved countless lives yet they remained deaf, dumb and blind? Yes, he was troubled. Tell that to the parents of the children who are murdered on a fairly regular basis; I don’t think they would wipe their tear-stained cheeks and say “Oh, yes. I understand now. It couldn’t be helped because he was troubled. Yes, that makes burying my baby so much easier.” HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE? Obviously neither you nor I have the answers as to why this happens; if we did, these atrocities wouldn’t be happening. I have a lot of questions about big businesses and our country’s leadership (or lack of). I question if there is any goodness in the hearts of most people in government. I have lost all faith in them. There is an incredible amount of evil on our doorstep and that angers, sickens and frightens me. I’m terrified for my grandchildren. There is no innocence any longer. There is nothing left to chance. Everything is planned, manufactured, created and spread to cause mass hysteria. How did we get to this point? I pray that God in his infinite wisdom will do exactly what Jesus did that day in the temple when he had his fill of corruption – He cleaned house!

NAR © 2022

P.S. – In the short time since I wrote the above piece I have learned that four years ago at the age of 14 this Texas murderer was arrested for declaring that when he turned 18 he was going to get guns and shoot up a school. He was a minor and nothing was done at the time. He was released. Apparently nothing was ever done even though this was a known fact because four years later he did exactly what he said he was going to do. He was allowed access to guns because his record was CLEAN; there was no mention of his arrest 4 years earlier. Again, my friends, I must ask: HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?

5 thoughts on “HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE?”

  1. This is quite disturbing indeed, Nancy. I was utterly moved when I read about the murder of these beautiful kids, and even much shocked when i realized the perpetrator was a minor. Really, how and why do we allow kids to have an access to guns?! It certainly leaves many questions than answers. And I quite agree that mental health should be treated with high regard in all societies. This was a recurrence and could have been nipped off in the bud. Too sad and unfortunate indeed. 😞 😢. May those beautiful souls rest in peace.

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    1. Dear Lam. Thank you for your thoughtful comments. There are always more questions than answers and too many times the answers are lies. This is another tragic and senseless event that could have been avoided. It breaks my heart and boils my blood at the same time. Too many things are mismanaged by our inept, greedy and evil government leaders and it’s maddening. We are lied to and deceived every day. I can only pray for the little lost souls and their grief-stricken families. One day God will look down on our world and say “Enough is enough. This can go on no longer!” 🙏🏼


      1. Looking forward to that great awesome day indeed. The world is suffering and we sadly have ourselves wrapped around the little fingers of a few inept and greedy leaders. Oh, too sad a world it is. You’re most welcome, dear. 🙏

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  2. Such a sad incident! I never knew about him when he was 14 years old, the signs were there already but sadly nothing was done about it. Let’s pray for God to move! God bless 😊

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